Dear Missy,



Today you went to the beach with mom and dad. I so wanted to come along but didn't want to impose when mom sent you to ask me. You are the cutest little thing ever.

I hope you are having a great time playing in the sand and making sandcastles.

I hope you are being good.

I pray your life never turns out like mine.

I am so alone when I am not working.

I feel like crying all the time.

I miss you and your baby brother so much.

I must be insane.

What kind of person wants to go to work every single day of their life.

A lonely one I guess.

I long for the day I am not alone.

I long for the day I am happy.

I long for the day to have a real family,

With a little girl just like you.

Oh how I would love her.

And love you all over again.

I hope she reminds me of you everyday

And you come over and help me babysit

That would be so funny.

You with your bossy ways.

I long for the day coming.